my heart feels weak. i feel as though there’s a lot i can’t handle right now, but i know with time, things will start to alleviate. when i went hitch hiking in Europe, i met a man who was creating a documentary. it was a documentary about encountering strangers and asking them very simple—but very thought provoking questions. one of the questions he asked me was “what motivates you more, Love or Fear?”. i’ve thought about this question every.single.day. since then. still don’t know the answer. not sure if there’s supposed to be a concrete one. my decision wavers just about as much as a seconds hand on a clock.
